Blame it on FB

Posted by chrystibella on June 15, 2009

My kitty cat, Buddy.   He’s my constant companion, full of mischief and love.

It’s been over a month since my last post.  My advertiser is punishing me.  LOL!!!  Seems I am to be writing at least once a week but I have failed.  Blame it on Face book.  I’ve been having a great time keeping in touch with friends and taking those silly quizzes.  So, I neglected my blog.

I have been sad about father’s day coming up.   I lost my father three years ago.  He didn’t die.  He’s just one of those people who gets angry and says and does things he can’t take back.  I’m meaning to write about it but it is very painful and it is difficult to discuss without getting very upset.  I wish I could write him a letter but there isn’t really anyway for me to make him understand my feelings when he has discounted me all my life.  All I would be accomplishing would be to start the cycle over again and I would end up hurt.  By this time, I should have learned the lesson and know that he isn’t the kind of father I needed him to be.  Wishing and hoping won’t change anything.

I changed my banner.  I’ve spent most of my life trying to be perfect.  LOL!  I have a several good friends who are always reminding me that I don’t need to be perfect in order to be special and wonderful and loved!   I didn’t have any plans for the new banner.  It just happened with me playing with my paint shop program and doodling.  I like all the blues.  My favorite color is cobalt blue.  Then as I was adding my blog name I decided to add the blurb on the bottom about embracing imperfection.  That’s my new mantra.

Okay, now to get back to watching, “I’m a Celebrety!  Get me out of here!